^^ forever charlene ^^

unhappy HOLIDAY~

2008-06-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

My holiday was started since the last day exam(09/june)monday~
i was planning to go singapore visit my family,my old frens,and the places...
but..not really happy...because i lost sumting...u may ask:"wat u have lost?just find it back~"

hmmm~the thing that i lost canot buy with money,canot get it back as u want it,and alrdy accompany me since i was 6years old....

really sad and heart pain...but will trying to make myself easy and keep happy mood always..
nowadays,except playing perfect world,im relly less join fren's activities..hmm trying to join more,feel that,all ppl is changing...because of the environment surrounding

i cant control all the things..i just hope..at least,there is sumone always standby to hear me,to concern me and listen to me><

thx god that give me a not bad life,and..sorry that i was "tamak" ,hope to have all of the happiness and blissful..but i know i cant..nobody can have 100% perfect life

dear ryo:

2008-03-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

first of all,i have to say :"sorry" for the misunderstanding after CNY..
second, im really 100% nothing since u called me to attend ur sis's wedding buffet~really de^^

all i have to say is....actually juz misunderstanding>< u know ,sumtimes words canot bring the emotion of writer and the reader juz use imagination on the writting..so~ many misrepresentation happened juz bcoz like tat^^

everytime i feel so proud to tell others,i got a gang of frens,really treat me well and we all really closed even graduation since secondary school~even if i need help,they will juz help me without couting rebate~haha^^ and this is wat i proud with..

nevertherless,we are really lucky jor,u know why? frens will have arguement also de,but for us,how many years we have been together and how many times we argued? then u will know the answer^^i only have 2 girl's close fren,and we argue more than 100 times..but we still very closed now..

this is juz the comunication problem..sumtime human being u know?ppl will mad and down when lack of rest,money or maybe food? (coz im the one easy to get mad when hungry ~haha)

and im also dunwan to lose u all..if u really know my heart,i can say,im always keep in touch with u all,and ask for bun,ask for dinner,juz bcoz wana meet u all^^ (like last time,i was in sg wang,and ask u and wt come fetch me then eat and back) i can also jzu take taxi back and wat for to treat u all eat? coz i miss my fren^^

and ...this is wat i admit,i treat my fren really better than bf~i can allow my fren late,i can let my fren scold,i can let my fren laught at me,and even say me noob in dota~haha but if my bf,he cant...lol~(pity him)

finally....RYO,im really hope u totally forget that incident^^coz im really forgot hahaha~
i want u all forever in my buddy list^^and forever be my driver lolx^^

>< busy MARCH

2008-03-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

duno why,my computer kena virus..then canot upload picture to blog now~haih
this month i think i din even go out with frens more than 5 times...

but more concerntrate in study and business ~ hope my frens dun blame me...
and also hope they wont forget me lorr (1month din go out then lost all frens=.=)

hmm...sudenly feel that..am i a good girl? a nice girl?
i ask so because...many guys tecker maybe ~haha ><
really duno wat they thinking in their mind..coz im really not a nice gal (when if u are my bf..)

many bad attitude nobody know..~
hmm..anyway i treate my fren better than bf this is truth haha^^

ryo's invitation~

2008-03-12T01:49:00.005+08:00

ryo's invitation~
last friday ryo was invited us go for the buffect at his house for celebrating his sister married^^
all his frens and relatives visit his house,many people..seems like CNY..haha~

and then saw a little girl was soooo cute and "adorable" ..then took a pic with her..actually she is a mix..holland and chinese(i think la) her skin so smooth and the ahir is natuarally blond color..and the eyes..~like barbie doll~
cute^^

we ate a lot tat day..maybe long time no dota alrdy..feel not really interested to go cc alrdy haha^^maybe feel comfort at home nowaday~
gambateh in study! gambateh in study!!

approaching ~GENERAL election~

2008-03-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

hmmm... 08 march going to be our general election day~

after my class today going back my grandma's house,clean up the house,and bath all my puppies~of coz the 4 naughtiest one....

then sudenly i saw some kid taking the big flags and playing around><>

~JAPANese food~JAPANese tipits

2008-03-02T23:45:00.009+08:00

just now was going to THE GARDEN's sushi zanmai having our dinner..alvin,ah yin,ming haow,choi yen and me..4 of us felt so excited walked in the restaurant~

the fodd is really fast with reasonable price,for me,i feel that the food here with good quality,good service and cheaper than sushi king as well~

we seems like very hungry finish all the dips not more than 2 mins~haha

and even dessert,we have 4 types and sharing~i prefer the chochalate banana with conflakes...very nice matching~

the sushi all very "fresh" and delicious~

then we have a walk to downstair of the garden~

saw a japanese tipits store,and we so excited rush inside~ a lot of tipits and ice cream,really feel wan eat all and try all but too expensive for me><><

haha~then we get back our car and back home..its raining ....all the car drove slowly except ours~coz ah yin is the driver=.=

Partnership

2008-03-02T04:29:00.002+08:00

haha,until now still haven sleep,today whole day facing computer,i think at least got 15hours...
i knew a girl online by purchasing sumting from her,her name is NEKO.and she do online selling also,she is a nice girl,always help me,and never be selfish>< she believes on me evertime~for example,i ask her help me pay money to supplier,she can juz pay without geting my money...sumore the cost not low~haha this is her personality~

until juz now,saw her online,and chating,then sudenly we are so close to say,how about become partnership,and together do selling and share the profits~ haha ,was happy and chatting 2hours...was excited actually~she is same age with me,but she born to be pisces..and im cancer^^ thats y very match~

hmm,we start our partnership now onwards,and we share the profits,and also the work.nevertheless...she is also a graphic designer,sumore teaching art~><
so proud with her^^ and ask her to design name card ~yeah yeah~happily^^

hmm think i need to sleep alrdy coz tomorow have to fetch alvin to work...and then need help his uncle to do sumting ard 3pm~sleep tight and hope we can success^^earn many many~

headache~ing

2008-03-01T03:05:00.002+08:00

3.05am midnite,a little bit headache....doing my online selling and do research on my presentation~ wan thinking that..how is my future...will i very rich?can do watever i want?or...i will fail in my life?always worry about those silly question,duno why~

and these kind of silly question can make me cant sleep the whole night...

perhaps...i can enjoy my life..thats all~^^
work hard to my better day,work hard for my better future...

DREAM phone=.=

2008-02-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

today after class...walk at petaling street to "waste" my time actually~haha

then....take bus to pertama complex ~looking for my DREAM phone..even,most the people said,u cant find,bcoz the new phone alrdy cant find in the market,i can only look for the second hand 1~and all people complaining the function of the phone..but i dun mind,i love the design~

i hope i can change that phone ohhh><

really wish to^^ haha~

sleepy D@y ><

2008-02-27T04:27:00.002+08:00

tuesday 10am-6pm,i have 6 hours class for TORT law ><>< i had my mcegg muffin for breakfast and went for class..
luckily i have 1 hour break time at 1pm...but alrdy full, then i go petaling street for a walk with kiki and edison...~then i bought sumting that i want to buy long long ago,and feel very happy when shopp~ing ^^ haha
then we rush back to school and have our class again...really tired and hope can rush back and sleep,after my class end,alvin came and fetch me (luckily,coz i was vry sleepy><)
then went home and fall asleep.....

....zzZZZz.z.z.z
zzz..z..z.zz.ZZZ>Z>Z.z.z.z.z..z

untill midnite><>< but then really tired,hope no disturbing from the phone,so i silenced it~

wake and thinking to online,but alvin ask for companion to mcdonald,bcoz he had a small operation on teeth so only consume a porridge at noon,he felt hungry...
we went to mcdonald...and had our last curly fries maybe,coz tomorow was last day have prosperity meal i think~

then i preparing for my presentation as well,even though still have 2 weeks time to prepare^^

Friendster CAFE damansara~

2008-02-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

A quite famous cafe (i think la) becoz most people enjoy food and drinks there,and also the services~

good quality in food and drinks with reasonable price of coz~and many friendster member gathering photo sticking on the wall~

enjoying with tasty steak and exspecially the mango smoothies~like it the most haha~

LOLIta day~

2008-02-21T13:08:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my class LOLITA day~all wearing cute lolita to class..then after class we goin to neway 1 utama~haha

so cute and very attractive their costume~

and attract many people of coz...last time i was very proud wif this kind of costume,very cute,lovely~haha maybe nowaday feel myself was old><

all the people around me seems like younger than me><

but also enjoy my DAY wif the cute classmates~

last DAY

2008-02-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of CNY~
haih..sienz sienz sienz new year i had before~
sumore so many problem,not only among the people in my life,and also my health...

today~duno why..feel vry excited ...
tonite really can go "pau gan"? (which mean throw the tangerine)
haha,coz never try before~

Nin chor 8 nite~ BAI TIN GONG

2008-02-17T02:41:00.007+08:00

so crazy so long the red "boom"~

so cute big baby hugging small baby..lolx ( wt & weiwei)

happy valentines' also wif couple wear><

........fireworks.......

children also gambling><

yeah~happy family^^

zlong n me^^

dai guai tau..teenager's table(gambling)
( from left : zlong, pat,wt & ryo)

nin chor 8 nite...waiting 12am to nin chor 9..and BAI TIN GONG~

many people gathered in my grandma house...very happy because many people gambling...many fireworks..many food & drinks...and IT's valentines' DAY^^

complicated...

2008-02-16T03:09:00.000+08:00

Juz ..finish my CJ7 with frens & family..touching,funny,cute,warm movie..
but juz thinking...coz tomorow is my journey to THAILAND wif family...but i need to ponteng 2-3 classes to go there~haih...sumore no more money... tats y...think almost 2hours also duno wan go or not...

but finally i think i will choose stay here>< coz if i absent the classes again i will feel sorry myself,and dunwan to waste money ~ another reason is..really no money jor lor...haih~sienz...maybe i enjoy with many money liau,so wont appreciate when i have...now worry this worry that...haih....sienz~

got money =sien
no money=sien sien sien sien sien sien x 10000000000

haih....ZzzzZZzzZz

2008-02-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

today is my last holiday,thought wan finish all the assignment and maybe join them go jenjarom de><><
sienz arrr~~~~no time to do my thing...tomorow need back to class~

haih...why always like tat geh..><

"if" my assignment done jor jau hou luuu~
"if" i have infiniti money jau hou luuu~
hahaha

I wana say....

2008-02-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

To "you"

I wana say : "i dunwan argue anymore!"
I wana say: "i dun like the way u are!"
I wana say: "u duno wat is in my mind!"
I wana say: "u never stand my side and think!"
I wana say: "im tired...already"

Dear buddies

I wana say: "im really glad and appreciate u all!"
I wana say: "u'll will always acompany me when i was lonely"
I wana say: "im so happy always in ur mind"
I wana say: "hope can be u'll forever fren"
I wana say: "thanks....buddies"

Myself....

I wana say: "i wan success!"
I wana say: "i hate im fat!"
I wana say: "i wan become preetier!"
I wana say: "i dunwan worry anything!"
I wana say: "i can live happily ....and get watever i want!"

Nin chor 1~

2008-02-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

this early morning wake and bath ~having a vegetarian breakfast..and all the relatives came like usual..then went back my grandma house..bring my sister go WEI SIAN house take ang pau~haha
then we go sing k><
>< tea=" RM140" total =" RM270"><><
then we went back to play "ra~mi" DAMN sien lor...4 hours non stop "ra~mi" and lose money T_T then until 12am we take bath and ready for bowling ^^
went there...(times square) no people ...haha so good..no need to wait for lane^^
but then...yuin said:2 people x 2 people cross lane...5 round=.= and...non stop throwing the bowling haha
><>< first time play 5 games= 50 round= 100 balls...

really really tired...and all muscles very pain @@ then go kg baru eat nasi lemak wif them at 2am....

dont u guess we going back n sleep now? nono,wrong!! haha ...all take a short rest and take a bath~then mahjong again!!but this time is "3 kar" im really happy i learnt a lot coz knwo how to calculate liau~haha and finally lose RM20+++
but its ok for me to learn...pay fees lorrr...
until 6am early morning...went for bed^^hahahahahaha

1st day of Chinese new year~

2008-02-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

chinese NEW year eve,i was in my grandma house..celebrating wif my family,my sister and uncle juz back from singapore...and waiting for gambling..but wait more than 2 hours...they refuse to gambling wif me>< haih~sienz...

then back to ampang and ready to sleep..but...feel cant sleep then online~ but after that,argue with him and feel very sad (many many factors) and ran out from the house...feel scary and lonely..i was beside the high way at 4 am...

crying beside the road..but trying to cool down myself..after few minutes,yuin came out and pull me back~haih~feel she was pity because always worry about us..haha~and i folow her not because i want back,is..i dunwan her become panda on the next day~

pity & sad NEW year...

2008-02-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

NEW year eve.. ..yesterday slept at 6am...(this morning 6am) and wake at 2pm...busy to cleaning up the house and room for tomorow...
and rdy for the reunion dinner tonight~ a little bit unhappy>< duno why...many factors...duno how explain..so fast...a new year~happy because i can see all my family (they will back from singapore),then wear preety,eat a lot...visit many other relatives...and holiday ....unhappy..because old jor...and...all the frens mature jor..mind diferent jor...not like last time...

hope this new year..i can do my A level,and have better life...(even its alrdy not bad)
hope my family all happy and healthy
hope i can do watever i wan
hope....my frens all happy together...

Ruums nite with JAY chow

2008-02-03T13:13:00.000+08:00

It was saturday nite (2/2/08) at ruums><

althought i will go for the "CJ7" haha,but as my fren "kaya" is jay's super fans...so go with her...

many people in Ruums tat nite..we got a free ANGLIA shandy becoz it is the organizer..

watching them playing basketball...giving free gifts..

for me i feel benny chan is more attractive than jay..haha (jay;s fans dun kill me)

althought it relly crowded but really nice to have this chance to see the real artist as well~

wilayah day..my HOLIDAY

2008-02-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

It has been 2 years din stay at my own house already~since last 2 years went to singapore...and then stay at ampang until now..sometime when im back,see my family busy this and that..i feel that i help nothing..and...really hope next time can earn a lot of money for their better life^^

today,is wilayah day, a special holiday only for KL fella...i think there are many ppl celebrating with this holiday maybe at pub?KTV?buffet?or maybe back kampung?coz approaching CNY...
for me...i went back home,maybe shud say hometown(but in KL) to spend my time wif family..then go cyber cafe with frens for DOTA.. for us,it is our enjoyable time and show off time..but for me,i can only feed...and...scolded by fren maybe..haha,coz im a noob in the game..

actually,for me,im enjoying DOTA too with frens...but without blaming maybe>< maybe im more enjoy in sing k,or bowling,or shopping,or maybe...movie...i duno..but..except DOTA,really duno when can i spend time with frens also~of coz same hobbies then only will always gather and close....however...i believe everybody can maintain frenship but im not sure is it can last forever..at least...at this moment^^

forever charlene,i believe fate in life..

I born my FIRST blog laaaa~

2008-01-31T01:34:00.000+08:00

My first blog born out jor laaaa~

really so long im keep saying:'' i want to do my BLOG tonite><''

but then once i go to blogspot,really duno

how to create blog and post it,consider a

little bit noob in 'blog' creating~

haha ...luckily my buddies (ryo) teach me today^^ step by step..

very happy and rush back home to do my own^^ Instead of writting DIARY,

doing blog to share all my things with all and my buddies^^

Its my pressure to have u all in my life..Its also FATE^^

im always believe in that~

Approaching Chinese new year~hope can share out more & more

and how im going to pass my day~haha

(actually juz eat & sleep) happy~ing...touch~ing.....

i born my BLOG on 31 january 2008 ^^